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| 01:46pm 03/07/2005 |
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mood:  dorky music: Relatives Eyes - The Most Serene Republic
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well life is good? I dunno I hope so. |
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| Elephant |
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| 09:45pm 21/06/2005 |
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mood:  cold music: LG FAUD - Motion City Soundtrack
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Just watched a movie, it was pretty intense. It was called Elephant and was about highschool. Yes this movie was like the shocking truth to what highschool is it shows you what we all see. and what few of us see behind it all. And its all during one day ... a day where two kids decide to bring guns to school and kill as many kids as possible. Well i loved it. it was intense from start to finish and was played by actual high school students. It was rather depressing but hey thats life isn't it?
Instinct sucks.
People suck.
Work sucks
I think a lot of things suck. I probably think you suck too :)
Remember all of this now. Then in the future you will all understand.
nothing matters anymore |
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| Drunk Drink Drank |
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| 02:52pm 19/06/2005 |
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mood:  contemplative music: Either they decorated... - He Is Legend
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I need my band to start writing music right now. Right when the emotion is raw. Before this gets any better or worse. Then maybe I can accomplish something in this minor slump I am in. Writing is always better during depressions. I just found two cool new bands. well new to me but oh well. Still Life Projector, and He Is Legend. So good.
I have been dreaming odd dreams lately. I dreampt of her last night. I don't know of its good or bad. I wish she would just call me. She finaly gives me her number but still never calls me. I wish I didn't see all the subtilities, I wish I just accepted things as good instead of seeing all that is wrong. Maybe they should all just start doing things that make me happy? Sorry I am so picky but if you really want to be with me thats life isn't it.
The full name of the song i am listening to is called
Either they decorated for christmas early or they're all dead by he is legend |
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| 12:37am 16/06/2005 |
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mood:  intrigued music: Proposals - Cursive
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I am so damn tired of repitition... I am in dire need of change. I think I ave a hold on howing to trick myself to change since I know I am stubborn and won't do so easily. Change is always for the best. Impulsive is just what I need right now. Oh how intrigued I am, admiration has never felt so strange. Well I guess its time to say good bye to my old self. "break in the new year, fear whipped us into shape". One day I will meet Tim and we will have a very deep conversation. I mean he realized too late he was living the wrong life... I can change it I still have time. |
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| Rock bottom |
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| 10:40pm 03/06/2005 |
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mood:  uncomfortable music: Nerdy - Poison The Well
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Oh sweet dirt. You make my mouth so dry. My lip is bloodied and bruised... Well now Jody is angry. Fuck You... Fuck You all. |
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| *bang bang* |
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| 10:58pm 29/05/2005 |
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You are a liar. You tell me the amount of times you will try and you don't. You do everything that I ask for when its over, and usualy you do it for other people. We made a pact and you can't even seem to keep that up... You think you know whats best for me. What will make me happy. Stop kidding yourself. You obviously didn't know anything. and besides I think your happier now anyways. I hope it hurts. I hope it hurts as much as its hurting me. |
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| bizare |
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| 09:38am 24/05/2005 |
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mood: contemplative music: Beijing Then It's Sunset - After Her
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I relate to a crazy character from a movie.
"you replied to my letter with a 2 minute quote from the cabale guy?" haha I sure did :)
Why?... cause I suck!
I kissed you on the neck and said the things I never should have said... I love this song... for a local band it blows my mind |
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| So... yea |
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| 11:25pm 20/05/2005 |
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mood:  gloomy music: Age Of Oceans - In Pieces
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So I hate my work. So I am almost for certain going to london. So... yea i still feel like shit. Lots of things feel like shit right now and others fill quite good... its all weird ... I wish my life would stop fucking with my head but oh well, I do this to myself. I am listening to the new in pieces album its amazing. I love that band... although not many people have heard of them... anyways... this is me signing off YAR |
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| um ... um... yea |
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| 08:55pm 09/05/2005 |
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mood: uncomfortable
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So... I need answers, I need friends, but that won't happened. because friends suck! and hey so do answers! ... yay! ... so does family! ... and The country Gambia! ... and the pope! ... and ... and... and feelings!... andcar crashes! ... and friends! ... oh did i say friends already? ... i mean i guess i should really call them people whom i thought more highly then of others but are really just like everyone else... heres to being alone!
*dances to a ditty*
*dies* |
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| Dear life. |
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| 07:07pm 08/05/2005 |
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mood: pensive music: You're A Woman I'm A Machine - Death From Above 1979
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Stop being stupid.
Love Jody |
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| This Is It, Fuck This City |
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| 11:29pm 28/04/2005 |
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mood:  infuriated music: Play Crack The Sky-Brand New
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So they say they are friends? Then lie to your face... I mean come on? Does this happen even when you get older? The stupid immature childish acts? What the fuck is with not being honest... You think your gonna hurt my feelings? no I would rather you be honest durr... This place, the people, I hate them all. Stupid conservative, egotistical, uncaring, pathetic individuals that make up the majority population of cambridge Ontario.
Your in a band, you put effort into it... years go by and your still opening local shows... why? cause apparently we aren't cool people. Thats right. This has nothing to do with our music. In fact we could make really good music and we would still open in cambridge because we are the most uncool people. In fact most of the people here only like us cause jesse is hot and mike is funny. You know fuck this place. We play one show out of cambridge and everyone there likes us. We get people odd people every once in awhile that say hey we like you and those are true fans. But you hardly ever find them in cambridge. So saturday we are playing this concert... we our playing at 12:45 in the afternoon... while bands who have never played a show before are playing around 6 at night ... reason? they are a popular bunch of kids, and friends of the people running the show... are they good? well i heard them yesterday at an audition and they suck. not really i mean they can all play their instruments but it was really boring the song had no build up. and yet at the same audition both bands that i sang in got cheers from the crowd watching but since the judge doesn't like us i guess were not in. Stupid bitch. Saturday I am gonna drop a bombshell and scream at the top of my lungs that i fucking hate this city... and you know who will be there city representitives too. and then if we make it to under the stars i am gonna fuck it up on purpose. What happened to music? why all this political bullshit? why not make music have fun ? isn't that what its about? I think we lost the point somewhere... |
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| NEW!! |
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| 12:15am 14/04/2005 |
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mood: contemplative music: Wake Me Up When Augusts Over - A Lovers Monologue
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The new cd is out finaly. Its 7 dollars. HURRAH! yea... I got contacted by kiros they want me to throw them a show i am trying my best... but alas they are expensive and cambridge sucks haha. but i am trying oh so hard. you me and the machine might be making an ep soon too with our new songs + remixes haha before we lose our bassist and have to find a new one. I am moving to london soon an then the party will be rocked, and we will have cars and we can start playing bigger shows in toronto london, and other fun places. Hurrah! |
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| 12:49am 13/04/2005 |
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mood: cold music: What The Hell Is Contempt - Reggie and the full effect
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life is always so busy... i just want to chillax for a bit. I want to chillax with Petrija, and maybe stare at pretty clouds and poke each other and why not? ... I think I deserve a nice break from it *sigh*. |
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| So this is what it means... |
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| 10:48pm 10/04/2005 |
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mood: content music: Reggie and the full effect - The Fuck Stops here
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Dear Life
I will find away to win. You think your so good, and you can throw things at me to stop me but you will see. I will have you on the ground slit from the throat life i will do it. Don't tempt a desperate man with a mission. I have no real mission you know that but still don't piss me off. Things are ok right now lets let them stay this way for awhile ok? Thanks...
Love Jody
P.S I hate you still |
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| Hey life... Fuck you |
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| 11:41pm 07/04/2005 |
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mood: disappointed music: modest mouse
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Yea, so i no longer will be living at home... I now need to find a place to live. Right now i am at Mikes. You know, what the hell am I doing anymore? This life has fucked with me far too many times, and who is there for me? my band... well two of my band mates really... thats my back bone, and even then its not strong, sure i hve my friends and aquaintances, but shit is just so fucked I don't care anymore. I don't care about anything... where has it got me? I question everything all the time, my mind is like a fucking piss off and i wish to shoot it. Ever seen the movie pi? where the guy has a number in his head that contains all the secrets to the world and in the end he drills a hole in his head. So that he won't ever remember again. Thats what I want. I want to forget this fucked up shitty life that i live. And find something better. |
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| 12:57am 01/04/2005 |
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 | You scored as Emo & More. Emo and Screamo.
Emo & More | | 88% | Indie | | 75% | Indie Rock | | 58% | Industrial | | 50% | Punk and Pop Punk. | | 50% | Hardcore | | 42% | Hip Hop and Rap | | 33% | Britpop | | 29% | Ska | | 29% | Country | | 25% | Mainstream | | 21% | Classic Rock. | | 4% | </td>
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